I just feel like such a loser sometimes. Like why I can't get the most important things right and why am I always screwing things up with my own hands...


I don't want to study and neither do I want to work. I want a good long break and then come back refreshed and get down to the thing I've been planning ages ago.



But who am I kidding? Sighs. Its going to be an arduous journey but I have to weather through it...



In the meanwhile, I've come up with a list of stuffs that I MUST do.

1. COMPLETE MY ASSIGNMENTS WAY BEFORE THE DEADLINE!
2. Spend lesser time on FB!!!
3. Practise piano DAILY.
4. No late nights and no going out with friends to drink/mahjong/slack.
5. Something important... Which I must do by next week.
6. Buy another black jeans. Cos I don't fancy all my blue jeans anymore.


And a list of things which will make me slightly happier... *HINT*

1. iPhone 3GS!! (Lewis the idiot sign a new line but... ARGH! *angry!!* There's a good reason why I want iPhone! Cos my Omnia just will not connect with my Macbook!)
2. LV Vernis Sarah Wallet in Red
3. A Porsche or Audi convertible. (-.-")

The list goes on... I want a lot of stuffs but they are all just materialistic and impractical.. But I really don't have a wallet cos I always use purse or card holders...



Alright, I should be back to my assignments. :(

Love quotes I picked up from FB.


"Love is... giving someone the power to break your heart, but trusting him/her not to."

"Leaving someone behind means you only want the best for her/him, even if it means swallowing the sad reality that, the best just isn't you."

"When you've found a reason to walk away, never look back... Just keep walking. It's better to get lost moving on than to get stuck and stranded broken."

"Sometimes, you have to accept the fact that some people are going to stay in your heart forever... even if you are gone in theirs."



And lastly my favourite:

"Of all goodbyes, the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of, yet your heart knew it's already been said."

Taiwan trip 2009

It was a great trip with Lewis, Xt and Kel! Wished it could be longer though... Lewis and me just went there for 5D4N while Xt and Kel went for 2 more days! But it's alright cos Lewis and me may plan to go for a short trip sometime soon. Maybe cruise or langkawi?


1st night: Check in hotel, visiting the streets of Ximending.

Stayed in Ximending at Rainbow Hotel! For the first 2 days, we were given a bigger room cos the smaller ones were all full. Like shiok only.

Anyway, the price is super affordable and worthwhile! Will definitely recommend this place to my friends.


Was already late evening by the time we checked into our hotel. Oh, and the sky in Taiwan turns dark at about 6.30pm!

Streets of Ximending.


Bought hi-card cos I realised I din activate my Autoroam before my trip. Oh and you have to be at least 21 to apply for a hi-card in Taiwan! -.- Adds on another reason why women prefer older men huh.

Super love the street side stalls and the little snacks they sell. Yums.

OH MY GOD, THIS IS LOVE. It's shaved snow ice! Looks really nice right!

First thing we bought were ciggies! Freaking cheap in Taiwan. And look at this pack, its real ciggies and it has a hollow heart-shaped drilled through the filter. Xt tells me that this prevents the yellow stains. Wow.


2nd day: Major shopping day + Chiang Kai Shek Memorial Hall + Taipei 101

Breakfast at some random place near our hotel before going for our major shopping spree!


Headed for Chiang Kai Shek Memorial Hall after breakfast.

Not much pictures except for the scenery outside cos the memorial hall was closed for maintenance. -.-"


Forgot the name of this place but its opposite SOGO departmental store.

Taiwanese are super friendly and polite. Especially the people working in SOGO! They even have lift attendants!


Next, we headed to Wufenpu! The four of us spent a bomb on just that place only!! But we bought A LOT of stuffs! In fact, the whole place was so big, I surrendered after covering about half the place.

Look at all the stuffs we bought!


Went back to our hotel cos we were carrying too many stuffs!

At the train platform!


After resting for awhile in our hotel, we went to Taipei 101 next but it started to rain! So we couldn't capture any nice pictures of the world's tallest building! :( We wanted to go LUXY next but the rain got bigger and bigger so we just settled for a pub beside 101. The pub is called Spark, lol.

Drank a lot there! 2 mugs of beer and 2 shooters each plus 2 bottles of champagne! It was a super memorable night, haha.


3rd day: Danshui + Shilin Night Market

Breakfast at Yong He Dou Jiang before heading to Danshui.

Outside Danshui train station.


Superb view, also of Danshui.


Off to Shilin Night Market after Danshui! Xt and me were super looking forward to Shilin cos of their mee sua! We walked for ages before we found a stall selling nice mee sua. Xt says she went back another day and found an even nicer one! But I was already back in SG. :(

Lots of people!

Mee sua!

Went back after eating mee sua cos our feet were sore! It has been ages since I complained of sore feet while shopping and eating, lol.

Cup noodles for supper! Their cup noodles are nothing like Singapore's! They have pieces of meat chunks in them. But I added the tea egg myself though.


4th day: Taichung's Yamay Theme Park and steamboat/barbeque for dinner





Last day: Last minute shopping.


Went shopping around Ximending cos don't really have time to go anywhere else. And also look around for souvenirs!

Bubble tea!! Miss this lots too!

Also had shaved snow ice again!! Wish I could have a bowl of it right now!!!


Did nail extensions with Xt before going off to the airport!

Super bling right! Loves!!


Alright, I'm kinda lazy to update... Will be back when I feel more hardworking! =/

Crazy holidays (Part II)

My dearest Ly's birthday! Jovin accompanied me all the way to CQ to collect the cake, thanks girl! (:

Ly and her friends who are also my juniors from AHS. How time flies right!


Suntec with Lewis again. Had dinner at some Chinese/Cantonese restaurant.

Stop snapping me! Haha.

Looks good right. I love the pictures of food that my new camera takes!

Had cakes from Cedele for desserts! They make one of the best carrot cakes! Plus donuts to bring home. (:

Nowhere new in SG to go to... Lewis and me are either always at City Hall area, Vivo or Town! My favourite place is still Town though.


BQ with Zy, Jon and Jh. Was a totally random decision to go and chill but I ended up very drunk again. We had 4 buckets of beer and half a Martell!

More photos on FB! Am too lazy plus Blogger can only upload 5 pictures at a time! The pictures taken with my camera are also much larger in size and it takes much longer to load than the pictures taken with my phone!


Lunch at Crystal Jade with Lewis!

I like their porridge.

This is actually wonton! I don't like it though. Anyway, my aunt came to dine in too! So she paid for us plus we got to eat 2nd round, haha!


I'm gonna fly to Taiwan tomorrow and I'm so bloody excited!! Can't wait to eat their crispy chicken and mee sua!! I've been waiting for this day for so long! :D

Crazy holidays

Dinner with Lewis at Outback Steakhouse in Milllenia Walk.

Love my curls.

I opted for pasta cos I was craving for something creamy. Lewis was the one craving for steaks.

Lewis' sirloin steak.

Walked around Suntec for awhile then headed to Town then went YUE with my colleagues.


Drank awhile then headed to Ratchada.


Went back to YUE after Ratchada closed.

Was a crazy night of boozing. I only upload a few photos... Cos I'm too lazy. Anyway, most of them are already in my FB.


Prawning and celebrating Lewis' birthday.

Yum yum.

Oh. Lewis' birthday is on the 9th September which means its on 09.09.09 this year! Nice right. (:


Lewis and me over at my house.

Enjoying the Royce chocolates we bought weeks ago at ION.

Playing the piano.

I love being at home cos there's always something to do. Or I can just ring my friends and play bball with them or simply slack under my block or at Ep as they all live close to me, But sadly, most of them are working or in army already and our timetables always clash. :(

So I usually spend my free time at home surfing the net, playing FB games or shopping online. Other than that, I'll read my novels or play the piano. Been thinking to buy WII but there's a Xbox already at home. No one plays it anymore though, just like my DS and Cy's PSP.


Vivo with Lewis and we had our dinner at Carnivore. I had it last time with Jy and wanted to bring Lewis there to try it.

Nice view from where we were sitting.

Haha, Lewis looks scared!

Much better now. The chefs walked around with the meats and slice them off right onto your plate!

There's a nice variety of marinated meat. It's very nice except too much can make you feel quite sick.


A couple of my brothers POP and they organised a BBQ!

The guys bought a total of 84 cans of beer! Plus a Martell and red wine.

What's there not to love about BBQs? (:


Ended the night by drinking again. My holidays have been nothing but booze and more booze!

Despite so, I'm still glad for the holidays in some ways. Like having the time to catch up with my friends... I sacrificed so much already and I want to hold on to whatever I still can hold onto.


It has been about 10 months past my birthday and look at the amount in my cannon! I think I need 5 years to fill it up at this rate...


Am having a bad case of sore throat with all these drinking... Need to cut down before it turns into anything serious. I've been in pain for close to two weeks! :(

Happy birthday to Lewis!!! *hugs*

Part two?

It's the holidays for me now. Finally done with this semester and I'm kinda proud of myself for the little extra effort I've been putting into my work. But other than school, everything else in my life has been shitty and messy.

Been playing mahjong, especially at the chalet organised by my colleagues. Boozing like 2-3 times a week too. Mostly at YUE or BQ. I always start to go havoc during my holidays, sighs.


Anyway, I went to the newly opened Orchard Ion with Lewis to check out the shops in the new mall.

Ever since I had my lash extension, I've been lazy to put on eye make-up. Just foundation and out I go.

In the past, I can hit Town like 5 times a week! I'll play pool or snooker, sing K, watch countless of movies or just slack outside Cine or Suicide Alley with a pack of cig and a bunch of crazy friends! Kinda miss my life then..


Dinner at some restaurant in Wheelock. Lewis and me walked half of Town just to find something nice to eat. Cos we seem to have eaten nearly everything in Town before and Lewis always like to try something new.

Yummy creamy pasta.

Satisfying meal! (:


Went CQ with Lewis, Xt and Kel for dinner plus Partyworld. Had our dinner at Highlander. Though I'm never a fan of whiskies but I've always wanted to try out their food.

The steak was fab!

A platter of Scottish delights. The pictures of the food were taken by Xt cos my camera's battery went flat! Anyway, the pictures turned out awesome! I used them for one of my assignment which was to design a menu.

At Partyworld singing. They serve crazily tasty bubble tea!

That day also happened to be our monthsary. (:


Went boozing at RAV cos it was one of my AM's last day with us. Drank till like 10am plus in the morning... 2 days before that, I was also drinking at BQ till about 8am plus.

Anyway, I ended up taking a lot of pictures but will only post a few.

I like the last picture. Well, time really flies. Looking back at this one year, I've really learnt a lot... Though usually all in the hard way, sighs.


It's the holidays and I've been planning stuffs. I've took up a third language and I'm going overseas for a short break and also to do some serious shopping, haha. I wanna catch up with my friends too and spend more time with my family.

Actually, all I really want in my life is to be truly happy. But how...?